Does the bare minimum with negative emotions.
That is how I captioned this image on my other socials. But it would seem Bluepix turns out to be an off-the-grid for me, kind of like a secret hideout, or journal for the darker side of my being. Truth is there are things that cannot be said to the face of the people that care about me... I do not want to hurt them with the harmful words I harbor inside of me that they are not ready to hear. Here, I am alone and I can use that to my advantage.
I feel terrible. I am a horrible friend. I am lost and have no idea where my life is headed. I want to die and want to live with that feeling without anyone making me feel guilty for it or blaming me for being ungrateful to them. I have lost interest in a lot of things too and feel no enthusiasm for success. In fact, success motivates me very little.
What happened to me?
Does the bare minimum with negative emotions.
That is how I captioned this image on my other socials. But it would seem Bluepix turns out to be an off-the-grid for me, kind of like a secret hideout, or journal for the darker side of my being. Truth is there are things that cannot be said to the face of the people that care about me... I do not want to hurt them with the harmful words I harbor inside of me that they are not ready to hear. Here, I am alone and I can use that to my advantage.
I feel terrible. I am a horrible friend. I am lost and have no idea where my life is headed. I want to die and want to live with that feeling without anyone making me feel guilty for it or blaming me for being ungrateful to them. I have lost interest in a lot of things too and feel no enthusiasm for success. In fact, success motivates me very little.
What happened to me?
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