Stuck in uncertainty, I am left on the verge of going completely crazy. I am lost and longing and I do not understand what is going on. He left me without a word, just as I did to so many before. I therefore have no right to be offended. I can only sink deeper into losing my mind and pay the damn price.

Edgar Allan Poe - Alone (by the sound of crickets after a funeral night)

I am reading this poem by Poe because Alone seems to be the state that I find myself in at the moment. But however sad or pathetic that may sound, I use my belief in poetry and the transcending power of words to elevate this feeling to a higher status. I have been abandoned and I have abandoned ... there is justice in that.